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Created on 2017-04-05 00:54:22 (#2847399), last updated 2017-08-30 (3 weeks ago)

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Birthdate:Aug 20
I am a trans* half-drag monarch.

My electronics:
 (アクセル): my cell phone. Always vying for attention, vibrating in my pocket... has died.
Roxas: my new cell phone. As expected of someone with this name, he tends to have small memory problems. But he's a love, and much more agreeable than Axel was.♥ ...kind of disabled. Dead touch screen.
Auron: my newer cell phone, that isn't the same model as the last two. He's a flip phone, and a rather old fashioned, quiet fella. Quite efficient.
Dean: my tapedeck. Not always the most thoughtful of creatures, but he always gets the job done.
Angeal: my portable CD player. If you push his buttons, sometimes he ignores you, but overall he's quite loyal.
Kadaj (カダージュ): my spiPod. Rather testy sometimes, but quite fun and lovable anyway.
Renji and Reno (レンジ と レノ): my spiPod speakers. They argue and get tangled a lot. Fiery feisty redheads, those two. (The left is Renji, the right is Reno.)
Xemnas (ゼムナス): my new headphones♥ (They rule the Realm of the In-Between!) has diiiiiiiieeed... :,(
Yazoo (ヤズー): my new new headphones. Kadaj's new best friend. *nodnod* ...dead.
Marluxia: newer headphones... their namesake is hard enough to get rid of, so hopefully they last longer than the others.
Gin (ギン): my PS2. Never lets me down. (It's the TV that does that.)
Shinsou: my PS2 controller.
Kazeshini: my second PS2 controller.
My parents' old television has earned the nickname Mundus (ムンダス), because it's lost me many a boss battle of Devil May Cry, because it has the tendency to go black for three seconds at a time without warning. The only thing that tells me I'm being hit is the controller vibrating. (It seems almost as if Gin is trying to help me win even without the picture. [See? Never lets me down.])
Thankfully, we now have a new telly, but it doesn't have a name yet.
The desktop in the kitchen is nicknamed Yamamoto (アイゼン), because it's old and tends to fail (not letting me print, randomly closing programs when I haven't saved recently, switching IME between English and Japanese on me, and right now it won't even let me use my hearts! I absolutely abuse those things online and now I can't use them at all. ...but I can use them with Cloud!)
Zexion (ゼクシオン): my lovely camera. Excellent pictures, although some are quite illusionary...
Cloud: my new laptop~♥ He's rather fabulous. Only complaint is that I don't have IME with him. (That's okay, I'll do the Japanese stuff on Yamamoto.) And now I can use my hearts!♥♥
Denzel: my laptop fan. He's quite useful in the summer when Cloud's working in the heat.
Tifa: my tablet. She's a pretty heavy hitter, almost always working overtime, but she does get cranky sometimes.
Yuffie: my flash drive. Tiny little thing-- but she packs 8GB worth of punch, so I'm not complaining.
Cid: my new mouse. What he lacks in stature he makes up for in usefulness and badassery.
Zack: my GameBoy Color, which I inherited from my sister and named when I was like twelve. Still a favorite for Tetris.
Aeris: my GameBoy Advance. spiritofanangel gave her to me when I thought Sephiroth was dead. (Ironic, no?)
Sephiroth: my Gameboy Advance SP. He's good friends with my Zelda game.
Squall: my Nintendo DS. Also good friends with my Zelda game, mostly because I have no DS games.
Kuja: my DS//SP charger. He's rather adept at insinuating himself in Squall and Sephiroth's presence. He and Sephiroth seem to get along well, but Squall doesn't seem too sure. Because, you know, Kuja's a villain. (But even if they're fighting, Kuja's still insinuated himself into Squall's presence. He's good.)

Oh, and my gorgeous guitar's name is Rosalinda.
My keyboard's name is Sebastian.
My car's name is Shiro (しろ).

my DeviantArt account:

my account:

Go here, now. It's cool.

My pirate name is:

Bloody Charity Flint

Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Like the rock flint, you're hard and sharp. But, also like flint, you're easily chipped, and sparky. Arr!
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Your life in Avatar the last airbender and what the characters think of you(Rated PG-13) by diamonddust
Pick a character
ZukoThinks you need to leave him alone
SokkaThinks He should kill you
AangBelieves you should go to hell
OppaYou should fall off of him
HaruWants to see you in a miniskirt
Your boyfriend:Is no one
Your enemyIs aang
Your NationFire
Are you a bender?No your not

Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse
Your Result: War

When the second seal is opened, you will ride forth on a red horse carrying a sword, unleashing war and destruction. Your mission is to take peace from the earth, so that man will kill one another. The color of your horse represents the blood spilled on the battlefield.

Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

Different result, but Death is still second...?

Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse
Your Result: Famine

When the third seal is opened, you ride forth on a black horse carrying scales to represent the injustice you will unleash. You bring starvation to the world, rendering essential foods unavailable while protecting luxury foods for the wealthy. Many will die, and wars will erupt over shortages of food.

Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse
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SchuxYohji: A bit angsty, of course, but then.. can you say, sex? If you can't, you seriously need some help, my friend, because SchuxYohji -screams- of it. It might not be love, but -- hey! It's damn delicious!

Your Weiss Kreuz Yaoi Pairing Is...
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You Are A: Frog!

froggyIndependent yet still part of a large community, frogs are unique creatures known for their distinctive sound and ability to hop. As a frog, you spend your days sitting on lily pads or climbing trees, searching for delicious insects to eat. While there are some frogs that aren't exactly cute, you are certainly not one of those!

You were almost a:Squirrel or a Duck
You are least like a:Bunny or a Groundhog
Cute Animal Test!

Apparently I'm still a frog, but I was almost a Bear Cub or a Duck, and am nothing like a Groundhog or a Lamb.

Weiss Kreuz is 'Dammit! Look guys, another plothole' Love

You Are 52% Strange!

Based on your score, it seems you do have a healthy dose of strangeness. You aren't THAT far out, but you are somewhat bizarre. Congratulations on being different and having some quirks. It makes you an interesting person!

How Strange Are You?
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But now I'm here...
You Are 73% Strange!

You are pretty darn strange. You're quirky and odd, and definitely not normal. But that's great--it makes you an interesting person. You aren't exactly as strange as they come, but congratulations on being quite unique!

How Strange Are You?
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You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type that can start a fight and win.You are very strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't ^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but a lot of people admire your strength and want to be just like you well the people that want to fight.You can defend yourself very easily and can probably handle some kind of weapon.You have a short temper(like me)and get angry easily but you can be really nice at times ^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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Miki Shinichiro is Awesome Seiyuu Love

Probability of killing, 50%

So you have problems with enemies, maybe dont have a high enough self-esteem, or play a few violent videogames. Cutting it a little close there. Try to keep your cool, alright?

Are you capable of killing

Interesting, though, that several months later it turned into this:

Probability of killing, 51%

You have probably seen death. You watch too many horror flicks, play too much violent videogames, or probably exposed to death by where you live. or maybe you have lots of problems with enemies or have little self-esteem. The factors add up that you need to avoid situations or people that could push you to that point.

Are you capable of killing
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And now, another several months later, it's 56% (same description).

Interesting how time can change a person, even if only slightly. Love Compatibility Test

Which Animal Are You?
Your #1 Result: Cat

Cats are curious and agile, as well as highly independent. They also have a distinct mischievous side and can get themselves into trouble. You embody these characteristics.

2. Snake
3. Dog
4. Bear
5. Hawk
6. Horse
7. Mouse
8. Duck
Which Animal Are You?

Same top two, different order in the other six...

Which Animal Are You?
Your Result: Cat

Cats are curious and agile, as well as highly independent. They also have a distinct mischievous side and can get themselves into trouble. You embody these characteristics.

Which Animal Are You?
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Train Heartnet is shirtless drool worthy Love
Made by: sephiraprincess Love Compatibility Test (yes, I took it twice. I was curious.)

I&apos;m Spike! Which Cowboy Bebop character are you?

Which Cowboy Bebop character are you?

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What Village Are You From?

Hosted by Anime. Done right.

Pride:Very Low

Discover Your Sins - Click Here

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest:

You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

At Your Lowest:

You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

In Love:

You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

How You're Attractive:

You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Respected?"

SvenxTrain is Sad Pasts Love
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Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses
1. Flirtiness - 75%
2. Adventurousness - 75%
3. Confidence - 72.2%
4. Financial Situation - 69.2%
5. Open-Mindedness - 63.6%
1. Pessimism - 66.7%
2. Negative Reputation - 55.6%
3. Vanity - 50%

Dating Strengths Explained
Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.
Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life.
Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date.
Financial Situation - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid guys who are only interested in your money.
Open-Mindedness - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available guys.

Dating Weaknesses Explained
Pessimism - Too much cynicism can be a turn-off. Try to see the brighter side of things and people will be attracted to your positive outlook.
Negative Reputation - Your reputation may be working against you. Sometimes this is impossible to control, but try to counter-act it by presenting yourself in positive ways.
Vanity - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial.

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What is this? [+] Created by 3.99 Anime Shop and NarutoFever

Yugioh is DDR Love

A picture of a chariot drawn by centaurs.
Auriga, the charioteer. You're fleet of body, and quick to respond to every situation. Your heart is quick to fly between lovers as well. Your power is agility. Your animal is the horse.

Constellations : Which one are you?
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You woo Draco with your sexiness. You know just the right wink to get him hot. He finds you irresistable and absolutely loves it. As do you of course. You've managed to get Draco to drool all over you and he can turn it around at any second and have you drooling for him. This super hot relationship has the two of you snogging in every place on Hogwarts grounds that you can think of.

Wooing Draco Malfoy? (Hot pics ;-))
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This Is My Life, Rated
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Man, everything on here got worse, but my Life Score is just about the same.

This Is My Life, Rated
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The emotions you feel are: hate and anger.
You can be quite the mean person, and whoever will come near you, to try and get to know you or for any other reason, will regret it. You tear down anyone that crosses your path or
who stands in your way, and youre definitely not somebody to mess with. If somebody does try to mess with you, you will hunt them down and make them pay for what theyve done. Maybe you're this way because of something that has happened in your past, maybe people treated you badly.. or maybe you were just always like this. You dont like people very much, and wish they would just stay out of your way. After all, it would be better for all of you right? Because of this all you are quite the lonely person, but you dont seem to mind this at all.. or not yet at least, because one day you might just grow tired of being alone all the time.. Ofcourse, nobody knows this for sure, its up to you. Nontheless, you are a very strong person and people look up to you for it. People respect and admire you for your attitude and self-confidence, and theyre right!

Colour: Blood red
Positive traits: Strong, not to mess with,

self-assured, strong willed
Negative traits: Mean, angered easily,

Element: Fire

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A look at your dark emotion (For girls, NOT a happy quiz! Has pictures and 6 detailed results!)
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Sven Vollfied is 'self-proclaimed genteman's code' Love
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I am Sasuke!

Your result for The Which SUPER HERO are you Test...


Cool, calm and powerful. Whilst your actual super abilities may not be anything too dazzling, you have earnt the respect of both friends and enemies in response to your amazing fighting skills, strategic combat and experience.

Luckily you have access to the greens which can fund all your majorly cool gadgets, vehicles and weapons! Also, you're reluctant but still accepting to the idea of having a teammate/side-kick, which just makes everything a whole lotta fun, doesn't it now!

On the down side, you've probably suffered some sort of trauma at a young age (that's why we don't talk to the old man near the swings, kids).
Similar to the Wolverine, your past is a base for your current motivation, undertaking some kind of personal vow in search of justice.

All in all though, you're one tough nut. There's not a lot of people who have the minerals to go up against you, and you're experienced enough not to get cocky and let the little things like never finding happiness get you down!

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